So, I'm not going to lie, these things scare me almost more than anything in the world. And with my new found fear of marriage, it makes the thought of children even worse. I'm not a huge fan of children to begin with, I'm impatient and I just don't want to deal with the messes, the snotty noses, and dirty diapers.
But what scares me most is that they grow up, if they stayed little forever I might be able to deal with it but they don't. They grow and their minds and morals are shaped by the way they are raised. Think about it, when you have a child, you aren't just in charge of another life, but are in charge of another soul. And it's up to you to raise and shape the soul so it won't be messed up once they are older. That type of responsibility scares the poop out of me.
And when I look around and see teenagers, and people popping out kids, just for the heck of it, it makes me angry. I guess in my perfect world no one would die and no one would be born, that way whoever is on the Earth is what we've got to work with...
I realize the newness of life is a beautiful thing, but that doesn't make it any less frightening. Anyway just another ramble thanks for reading. :)
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